September 18, 2013

DIY cropped top, skirt c/o Sheinside, striped stockings c/o Choies, AsianVogue creepers, Dark~Sweet~Soul harness, Taobao Manila cap.

Right at this moment, this cap is a perfect representation of what I'm feeling. Well, more or less anyway. This weather isn't helping, either. Yesterday, I had to brave the stupid rain just to get home. With just a tiny folding umbrella. The whole time I wanted to just shout at the sky for suddenly deciding to bring a downpour over my head. 私は雨女ですか???(ノಠ益ಠ)ノ彡┻━┻

I guess it's easier to just wear something that says what you're thinking or feeling rather than saying it out loud yourself? How convenient. But really, there's just so much going on, sometimes I just want to run.. off a cliff. But I can't. Listening to GazettE non-stop has become a daily thing, because quite frankly, I'm just so tired of all of it that I just want to shut everything out. I want everything to stop and for everyone to shut up. I want to go out, run away, get lost in unfamiliar places. I want to go to the sea! To Japan! To somewhere with huge forests! Anywhere but here is fine, really.